Returning from the Isle Of Arran, I've realised the 5 biggest game changers in my life to date (In no particular order) Alfie the dogMan United winning the treblePassing my driving test on the 5/6th attempt - loss count!Leaving educationMeeting Anna There's many more I can bore myself about that one would class as 'achievements' [...]
In my mind in my sleep
So I've finally nailed it! Without question the fuel to my fire, the medicine to my brain, the key to my future lies within my 11-7am schedule. Yesterday, I cleared every item in my bedroom apart from:- Bed2 fake plantsAlfie the dog I slept beautifully. Another new ritual i do is turn my phone off [...]
Astray
10 years ago I was astray. astray from civialisation. looking back, survival was a minor miracle. i insisted in going into a mental hospital following a lost weekend in jersey. 10 years on we move towards the end of a decade. my first in which I've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. From 20k in debt [...]
"They Don’t Own Me"
Is it true what they say?Nothing in life is freeAre you looking this waySurely this can't be I know that youain't like the other onesMarch to a different beat, babeBanging a different drum I think I told you before thatThey don'tThey don't own meI think I told you before thatThey don'tThey don't own me I [...]
land fill full of tinsel
My Christening circa March '80 So apparently the planet is in serious danger of heating up to a point of causing mass damage by 2030. If i had a child today, I would feel guilty. Thank you lordPete Baldwin Merry Christmas to all those cunts that buy all that shit and tinsel for all their [...]
magnificent 77
'77 star wars '77 brother born '79 me '84 parents split '90 wrong year at school '92 leeds league '90 - '96 bullied '97 diana died '99 man u treble '01 9/11 '05 granny died '08 ferguson, fretwell '09 uncle died '10 bipolar '13 bramwell '13 niece '19 the rise of skywalker '20 broken cups
girl 'friend'
so after two years i have a girlfriend she doesnt know i have bipolar disorder, just that i suffer depression and anxiety. i think it's pretty fucking obvious i have bipolar disorder where it all started.. anyway, she's lovely.
true lover walks
why me? what have i done? not cheated not inhaled not committed a crime, yet! but for the first time in my life. im truly in love
Music is power let it flow through my mind
March 5th2016 Being able to finish my first shift at Manchester health academy gave me the chance to rush into Manchester city centre, dump my car and scramble for one of the remaining seats in the beautiful surroundings of the Bridgewater Hall. Seeing Ludovico Einaudi was a game changer for me personally. both to help [...]
quarter till 40
Quarter of the year until I enter my 40thyear. How do I feel? Is the landmark worrying me? Is it fuck. On average a male lives in the UK until he’s 87 years old. This mean’s I still have more than half of my life left. i’m no doubt a depressed man behind the mask [...]
Praying Psalm 13 — Upward Ever…
https://w.soundcloud.com/player/?visual=true&url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F700132711&show_artwork=true&maxwidth=500&maxheight=750&dnt=1 My heart shall feel thy love, and raise My cheerful voice to songs of praisePraying Psalm 13 — Upward Ever...
Telling your Mrs your bipolar
Different gravy today.. She confesses firstly. She’s on the same anti depressants. So I ‘top trump’ her.. Let’s see what happens.
