thursday, adel audrey told me a letter had been sent from me dad to irving im deviated
4th March 2010 – My Mothers birthday 10 years on from travelling 2 hours on my own to Wythenshawe hospital, Manchester Outcome – Diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder It continues to be a massive battle. But one I’m aware of.
https://w.soundcloud.com/player/?visual=true&url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F700132711&show_artwork=true&maxwidth=500&maxheight=750&dnt=1 My heart shall feel thy love, and raise My cheerful voice to songs of praisePraying Psalm 13 — Upward Ever…
Different gravy today.. She confesses firstly. She’s on the same anti depressants. So I ‘top trump’ her.. Let’s see what happens.
so after two years i have a girlfriend she doesnt know i have bipolar disorder, just that i suffer depression and anxiety. i think it’s pretty fucking obvious i have bipolar disorder where it all started.. anyway, she’s lovely.
why me? what have i done? not cheated not inhaled not committed a crime, yet! but for the first time in my life. im truly in love
i’ve always had a love hate relationship with alcohol. Like many of us, it’s caused many a memorable night and many a not so. Over the last few years I’ve gone through spells of abandoning the idea of having an alcoholic drink for months. Only on the odd occasion has it been tempting. I’ve never […]
Quarter of the year until I enter my 40thyear. How do I feel? Is the landmark worrying me? Is it fuck. On average a male lives in the UK until he’s 87 years old. This mean’s I still have more than half of my life left. i’m no doubt a depressed man behind the mask […]
today i feel balanced. still, in the moment. awake at 4.50am. back to sleep. awake at 7.50am. feel refreshed dog walk, 4.74 light run on the canal 3 x coffees – avoid costa 2 eggs on rye bread