10 years ago I was astray. astray from civialisation. looking back, survival was a minor miracle. i insisted in going into a mental hospital following a lost weekend in jersey. 10 years on we move towards the end of a decade. my first in which I’ve been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. From 20k in debt […]
Is it true what they say?Nothing in life is freeAre you looking this waySurely this can’t be I know that youain’t like the other onesMarch to a different beat, babeBanging a different drum I think I told you before thatThey don’tThey don’t own meI think I told you before thatThey don’tThey don’t own me I […]
’77 star wars ’77 brother born ’79 me ’84 parents split ’90 wrong year at school ’92 leeds league ’90 – ’96 bullied ’97 diana died ’99 man u treble ’01 9/11 ’05 granny died ’08 ferguson, fretwell ’09 uncle died ’10 bipolar ’13 bramwell ’13 niece ’19 the rise of skywalker ’20 broken cups
so after two years i have a girlfriend she doesnt know i have bipolar disorder, just that i suffer depression and anxiety. i think it’s pretty fucking obvious i have bipolar disorder where it all started.. anyway, she’s lovely.
i’ve always had a love hate relationship with alcohol. Like many of us, it’s caused many a memorable night and many a not so. Over the last few years I’ve gone through spells of abandoning the idea of having an alcoholic drink for months. Only on the odd occasion has it been tempting. I’ve never […]
Quarter of the year until I enter my 40thyear. How do I feel? Is the landmark worrying me? Is it fuck. On average a male lives in the UK until he’s 87 years old. This mean’s I still have more than half of my life left. i’m no doubt a depressed man behind the mask […]
2 years ago i walked into the marina cafe to find myself ordering a coffee. when leaving the cafe, i’d unexpectedly acquired a dog called archie. archie came to me at a crucial stage in my life. not only slowing down my mind but making life seem like it finally had a purpose i had […]